I never meant to make you cry,
can I say Im sorry?
It's hard to forget,
And yes I regretted all these mistakes.

I don't know why you're leaving me,
but i know you must have your reasons,
There's tears in your eyes,
I watch as you cry,
but it's getting late.

Was i invading in on your secrets?
Was i too close for comfort?
You're pushing me out,
When im wanting in.

All this time you've been telling me lies,
Hidden in bags that are under your eyes,
Now that i asked you,I knew I was right,
But if you turn your back on me now,
When i need you most,you chose to let me down,
Would you think about what you're about to do to me and back down?

-My emo animal-

A poem from my darling

My love to you is patient,

Love is kind,

It does not envy,

It does not boast,

It is not self seeking,

It is not easily angered,

It is not proud,

It is not rude,

It keeps no record of wrongs,

Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth,

It always protects,

always trusts,

always preseveres,

Love never fails.

-from my darling-

The phone call.

As i look into your beautiful eyes,
I pictured walking down the aisle with you,
You always got me mesmerised,
When i thought you liked me too.

Was it a delibrate lie?
Or just another stupid game,
Did you intend to see me cry?
and leave me destitude in pain.

Was it an indication to convey something?
Or were you playing with my heart?
Thinking it may be the wrong timing,
i went on nursing the cut.

A call came in one unlucky day,
"Hello this is Cassandra here"
Listening to what she had to say,
I got the message clear...

-Stephanie Thong-

The Last Kiss

Hug me throughout the night,
By the shore of sea we sat,
Oh!What a romantic sight,
Such tale of chivalry we had.

With my hands on top of his,
He clasp me firmer in his arms,
On my cheek he planted a kiss,
I knew he would be my perfect one.

Cuddling together like love birds,
Comforted by the warmth of golden sand,
With the moonlight reflected upon us,
i wished the love story would never end.

As he gave me the last kiss,
Sorrow started to overcome my body,
Tonight would be the night i will miss,
For he was the right one for me.

-Stephanie Thong-

He never left me

Thrusted into my throbing heart,
Her killer language murdered me,
Choosing to worsened the cut,
She was reluctant to set me free.

The hinged barrier slam shut,
Leaving me faced against the fastened door,
Suicidal emotions were about ot start,
Until i saw a light reflected upon the floor.

Dread and distress were replaced by happiness,
As i turn to face the light,
He had indeed destroyed the curse,
Because my sorrows were not in sight.

Sensing a warm affection,
I knew He was always in my heart,
He waited for the door to be opened,
To gently mend my deepened cut.

Countless times He was around,
It was I who did not greet Him,
He went away without a sound,
Waiting for the right time to be let in.

-Stephanie Thong-